I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept--as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!
Bella, I couldn't live with myself if I ever hurt you. You don't know how it's
tortured me. The thought of you, still, white, cold...to never see you blush
scarlet again, to never see that flash of... more