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-38-
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I felt someone nudging me then, and I woke up startled, but I couldn’t see very well because of the drowsiness.
“Shhh Ness, wake up honey” a voice told me, and I recognized it as dad’s.
What? I thought.
“Where am I?” I asked in a hoarse voice.
“You’re home sweetheart, safe in your room. You fell asleep after hunting and Alice carried you back” mom told me.
A dream? All of it had been a dream?
“Mom, Dad?”
“Yes Nessie” Dad answered.
My relief was so strong as I opened my eyes and saw the truth that I began to cry.
“It’s ok Nessie… what happened, did you have I nightmare?” he asked me.
I nodded, wiping tears from my eyes.
“It’s ok Nessie, it wasn’t real” Mom told me soothingly.
“It felt real…” I said and shivered.
They stayed with me for a while, but then Dad got to his feet.
“What is it?” I asked.
“Someone’s here that might make you feel better” he told me.
“Jake” I sighed and more relief came instantly.
Mom nodded. “He’s waiting for you in the living room”
That was all it took to snap me out of my paranoid state.
Jake… Nothing could be wrong if he was ok.
I told my parents to let him know I’d be down soon, and they left.
I went to the bath room and turn on the shower.
The hot water made my skin prickly; I guess it had been cold last night.
When I got back to my room, I saw the note Nahuel had left me, on my nightstand where I’d left it.
I sighed. I was gonna have to look at it at some point.
I went over and took the letter, which I’d folded in half, unfolded it, and began reading.

Renesmee
I hope you can find it in yourself to forgive my behavior the last time we met. It was not my intention to be so rude; I just couldn’t control my emotions.
I hope you can understand and forget my forwardness.
I never meant to hurt you, I…
I love you Renesmee, that’s all that makes sense to me anymore, and I will fight for your love.
Yours always, Nahuel

-39-
I scrunched the paper in my hands, and threw it to the floor. My dream was still very vivid in my mind, and I didn’t want to feel anything toward him, least of all pity.
There was a knock at my door then, that snapped me out of my reverie.
“Ness, are you coming? Jake’s waiting” mom told me, opening the door a little.
I nodded and walked over to her, and then we made our way downstairs.

-40-
My heart ached from the intense joy of seeing Jacob there, waiting for me with a huge smile on his face. I felt the answering grin come to my lips as I wrapped my arms around his waist.
He grabbed me up by my waist and lifted me till I could reach his lips, and then he kissed me, too lightly for my taste, especially after the night I’d had.
So I pressed my lips to his tighter and grabbed fistfuls of his hair.
I could tell this surprised him, which made me feel a little giddy,
but then he answered my aggressiveness, grabbing my hair and pressing himself to me.
this moment was bliss to me, but then I heard my parents clear their throat and I stiffened.
How embarrassing, making out in front of my parents!
We pulled away from each other, and the expression on his face was disbelief mixed with something else I couldn’t recognize.
“What was that for?” he asked breathless.
I put my hand on his cheek, my expression growing angry as I remembered it.
“Why didn’t you tell us Nessie?” dad asked, when he saw what I’d showed Jake.
“Because it doesn’t matter, it’s just a dream, a nightmare really.”
Isaid and shrugged.
“What is?” mom asked, and dad told them both.
“Oh honey” she said, her voice full of pity.
“That’ll never happen Ness, do you hear me? He’ll never come near you as long as I’m around.” Jake said solemnly, holding my face in his hands.

-41-
I put my hands on his and smiled. “I know you’ll protect me”
Dad laughed suddenly and I had to look at him.
“Alice is here” he said, “she wants to go shopping with you.”
Then he looked at mom and said “with both of you”
Mom sighed reluctant and I had to laugh at her.
“Oh, come on mom, it won’t be that bad.”
“We’ll see”
Then Aunt Alice came in. “I heard that Bella” she said and turned to me smiling.
“You ready?”
I nodded, and grabbed Jake’s hand.
“Wait, he can’t come with us…” she said.
“Alice… why not?” I asked.
“Because we’re shopping for you wedding dress, and I don’t want him seeing it until the day of”
“Come on Shorty, I won’t cheat, I promise” he said solemnly, raising his left hand.
I chuckled.
“Ok” she sighed. “I was thinking we’d go and see the dresses in Port Angeles today, and then go to Paris next week, what do you think?”
I laughed. “I don’t mind”
“Leah’s your Maid of Honor right?”
“I haven’t asked her yet” I gasped, slapping my forehead.
“That’s ok. Invite her and ask her later.”
I nodded and went to the phone, Jacob came with me.
It rang three times.

-42-
“Hello?” she said.
“Hey Leah”
“Hey Ness, what’s up?”
“Would you like to come with us to Port Angeles?”
“Sure, what are we doing there?”
“Wedding shopping”
“Alright, I’ll be right over.”
“See you” I said and hung up.
She got over to the house fairly quickly, running in her wolf form I guessed.
“Hey Leah” I said when I met her at the door
“Hey, so what’s the plan?”
“Port Angeles this week and Paris the next, you up for it? I can go book our flights right now.” Aunt Alice told her.
She grinned. “Sure”
“Aunt Alice, what about Port Angeles?” I asked.
“Oh, this’ll only take a couple of minutes” she answered, waving her hand dismissively.
She left the room to make her phone call.

-42-
“So, how’ve you guys been?” Leah asked.
“Not so good, I haven’t been sleeping well” I told her.
“Why not?”
I put my hand on her cheek and showed her my nightmare.
“Wow… who was that guy anyway?” she asked.
“That was Nahuel, another halfie, like me.”
“Hmm”
“What? What is it?”
“…It’s nothing Ness”
“Are we ready to go?” Aunt Alice asked “I’ve already gotten everything ready for Paris, but we agreed on Port Angeles first right?”
I nodded
“Ok, let’s go then” Jake said, coming to stand beside me.
We took Aunt Alice’s Porsche, and as we drove, the girls spoke of nothing but the wedding. I felt kind of bad for Jake, having to put up with it, but I knew that he was happy.
“Incredibly happy” he told me, when I asked him.

-43-
We got to the store soon enough, and I began looking for dresses.
I felt like I was hunting, but instead of being outside, I was in a store combing through racks.
Then I found one that seemed destined for Leah, floor length and deep red with criss crossed spaghetti straps.
I handed it to her; she smiled excitedly, and went to the dressing room to try it on.
When she came out of the room, Aunt Alice and I clapped excitedly.
“You look gorgeous! That red really looks nice on you”.
"I second that" i said.
“Thanks Alice, thanks Nessie” she said appreciatively.
“Dang Leah, you actually look nice” Jake said teasingly.
She made a face at him.
Next on the list, Jacob
Aunt Alice found his suit, and when he tried it on, I’m embarrassed to say I nearly fainted from his perfection.
Leah had to pick me up off the floor, and as she did this, she was laughing her head off. I just stuck my tongue out at her.

-44-
I searched the racks again, but this time, luck wasn’t with me. I didn’t find one dress I liked for me.
“Don’t worry Nessie, there’s always Paris” Aunt Alice said.
“You’re right; at least we were able to find Leah’s dress and Jake’s tux.”
We went home shortly afterward. Jacob left for La Push and offered Leah a ride.
“No, you go on ahead; I need to talk to Nessie about something.”
He left then, with an uneasy expression on his face, which was strange…
“Nessie, I’ll be in my room if you need me ok?” Aunt Alice told me.
“Ok, thanks a lot for today Alice.” I told her
“No need to thank me, I live for this stuff” she said and we laughed. Then she walked off.
I turned to Leah. “So, what’s up? You know, I noticed you were kind of pensive at the store”
“Yeah, bridal shops usually get me like that. They remind me that I’ll never be able to find anyone, even without imprinting.”
“Now, you shouldn’t think like that Leah. What if the reason you haven’t imprinted is because you haven’t met the guy yet?”
“Maybe, but I’m not getting my hopes up” she said shrugging.
“You’ll find him, I know you will” I said solemnly.

-45-
We had school the next day, so I decided to go to bed early.
I laid out my outfit for the next morning, kissed my parents goodnight and went to sleep.
I didn’t dream that night, for which I was thankful. If I had, I wouldn’t have been able to pay attention to my teachers because of the lack of sleep.
Despite my happiness, I couldn’t help but be a little sad. Not for me, but for Leah. She was such a good person; she deserved to have her dreams come true like I had.
So on that day at lunch, I suggested to her, that maybe she should go looking for a guy, instead of just waiting for one to come along.
“That’s not really my style Ness. Even though I might not look like it, I’m kind of old fashioned, and believe the guy should make the first move.”
“Leah Clearwater old fashioned?” Jake asked incredulous.
“Yes, what’s it to you?” she asked annoyed.
“Don’t tease her Jake” I chastised.
“Yes ma’am, sorry Leah”
“What ever” she sighed.
Thankfully, before she could become too pensive, the bell for next period sounded, and we had to go to our next class.
Schoolwork would be able to distract her a little, I thought
After school, I was feeling a little thirsty, so I decided to go hunting.
Jacob offered to come with me, but I told him not to worry.
“I’ll be back soon to help you with your homework” I said and laughed.
“Very funny…”
I kissed him on the cheek and left.

-46-
When I got to the meadow, I hoped to run into some deer, my favorite.
As luck would have it, I spotted a group not far from where I stood, and I started creeping along noiselessly so as not to startle them.
The one closest to me was the biggest.
Just perfect I thought
My inoffensive appearance made hunting that much easier. Animals never saw me as threatening, until I attacked that is, but by then it was too late.
I got close enough to touch the deer, and as soon as I got them to relax further, I fed.
I had enough practice at this that I never got dirty, so I could feed as many times as I wanted, and no one would be the wiser, not that I did that of course…
When I was done and gathering my things to leave, I felt like I was being watched.
I looked around me suspiciously, turning this way and that, trying to guess.
Suddenly, from out among the trees, came Huilen.
“Hello Renesmee” she said in a sweet voice I’d come to recognize from her.
“Hello Huilen, how are you?”
“I’m fine thank you, and you?”
“I’m fine too thanks, very happy actually” I said, taking steps back when I noticed that she was stepping closer to me.
“Oh? And why is that?”
“I’m getting married” I said, momentarily forgetting my fear, and focusing on Jacob’s face in my mind.
“Yes, you are” she said.
“My parents told you about my wedding to Jacob?”
“No dear, they didn’t. I wasn’t referring to your marrying… Jacob is it? No, I was referring to your marriage to my nephew”.
I looked at her confused.
“You’re marrying Nahuel, Renesmee. Won’t that be lovely, the two half beings are each other’s other half” she said in a dream like voice.

-47-
“I’m sorry to say this Huilen, but you’re sounding a little crazy to me right now. Maybe we should have Carlisle examine you.” I said, a little worried for her sanity.
“I’m fine Renesmee. It’s just that, ever since Nahuel came here and told you how he felt, and you REJECTED him, he’s been a little out of sorts. You know that as his family, I can’t let that happen, I won’t let that happen.
I figured that if amiable procedures won’t work on you, maybe we’d have to use a more forceful method of persuasion.”
True panic now bubbled inside me, what was this woman going to do to me, what would happen to Jacob when he realized I was gone…
I was preparing to scream, when suddenly, I felt arms wrapping around me, and a hand cover my mouth.
“Thank you Joham, it wouldn’t have been very good for us if someone heard her screaming”
I saw the man named Joham nod.
Joham? I thought.
I shook his hand off.
“I thought you hated this man!” I said, raising my hand to point at him.
“Oh, not at all dear. Well, not anymore. Not since we both saw Nahuel suffering a great deal for you and we decided to come looking for you.”
Joham nodded, never actually speaking.

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Two more pages, hope everybody likes them.

-48-
“So what’s the plan then? Just keep me here, and hope that I forget about my fiancé, and fall for Nahuel?”
“Fiancé?” Huilen and Joham asked each other.
“Yes. Jacob and I are getting married.”
I said this with such conviction that there was no way to doubt it,
even for me in this situation.
“I’m afraid that’s not going to happen dear.
But don’t worry, Nahuel will make a wonderful husband for you.”
“Why are you so focused on my marrying your nephew?”
“I told you, he’s been out of sorts ever since you refused him, and we can’t bear to see him that way”
Suddenly, Nahuel appeared from within the shadows.
“Well, well. What do we have here?” he asked.
“Renesmee has decided to make an extended stay with you, isn’t that lovely”
Huilen replied, and Nahuel smiled.
He looked at me then, and he had a gleam in his eye. “Really Renesmee?”
“Well, I’m obviously trapped here, so I have no other choice do I?” I said venomously.
He came closer to me, leaning closer to my ear. “You’ll learn to love me… Nessie”
“Don’t call me that” I said in the most threatening voice I could come up with.
The three of them laughed at my attempt.

-49-
Huilen and Joham were leaving, but Nahuel stayed behind; I guessed he wanted to talk to me without an audience.
“So, how has your stay here been so far?” he asked casually, as if not noticing the conditions I was being kept in.
I had been thrown in what could only be described as a hole.
My only comforts were a holey mattress and a flattened pillow.
I gestured to my surroundings.
“I really wish we didn’t have to keep you here, but if we let you out, there’s no guarantee that you won’t run off on me.” he said,
and put his hand to my cheek.
I flinched away from his touch, it made my skin crawl.
Out of nowhere, his hand came flying across my face,
with an echoing thud.
I fell to the floor, my hands balling into fist from the pain.
“You will learn to love me, sooner or later” he said, grabbing my chin forcefully so I wouldn’t turn my head and kissed me, and then left me in the dark.

ay nena y esooo!!! ur gonna learn to love me!! uyy!!!
thats sounds familiar to things they say around here rite??

he is the bad guy Lyndsey, and to me that just sounded like something he would say. I don't know...
it may sound corny but i go where the story takes me jajaja