i liked this last post! it was smart to put in edwards warning! thats cool!

loved it cant wait 4 more...

After three days, I got my break. The Cullens had been invited to a homecoming party at the Webers. Angela was back from college for the holiday. I knew Bella would want to see her friend, but Nessie was tired after a long day of playing with Jacob. He, however, was on patrol that night; the wolves' security levels had doubled since Felix's little visit.
"Don't worry about it Bells." I said, "I'll look after Nessie until everyone gets home."
Bella looked so pleased. My guilt increased. "Are you sure, I'd so like you to meet Angela! I'd hate to think of you here on your own."
"Honey, don't worry about it," I replied, "It's nice to have a bit of time to myself." For a tiny second, she looked as though she might insist I accompany them, but then she smiled, and I knew I'd won.

There was, however, one problem. I knew I couldn't just leave with Nessie. The Cullens would think we'd been kidnapped and come after us, including Seth. I had to keep him safe, away from all that. And the best way to do that, was to hurt him. As I made my way to his house it was like being in a dream. Everything was clearer than ever, certain things leapt out at me. The light from the window, the door knocker as I reached for it to tap three times on the door. He opened it and his smile was heartbreaking. I tried to keep my face indifferent as I said,
"Can I talk to you for a minute." His face fell for a second, but he followed me out towards the spot where I'd spoken with Edward only hours ago. By the time we got there, he was looking worried.
"Seriously, Anna, what's up? You've been sending me crazy" He reached out to touch my arm, but I flinched away.
"Look, Seth," I began, I'd had this whole speech in my head, but now I was finding it hard to even open my mouth. Looking into his concerned, lovely face my resolve faltered for a second. But then another face filled my mind, the most beautiful, innocent child; tears rolling down his face as a shadowy figure loomed over him.
"Tonight will be my last in Forks. I'm leaving and I won't be coming back." The silence rang in my ears as Seth drew a deep breath,
"Why?" he asked, and his voice was thick with emotion.
"I'm just.. a little bored." I replied, trying to sound as uncaring as possible. "I mean, it's ben quite fun and everything, but I've got all this potential now, this future. I want to get out and do something, instead of just hiding out here."
"This has all just been a bit of fun to you. A bit of a laugh." He said, and there was no accusataion in his tone, just shock. Shock and something I couldn't quite place. He sounded embarassed.
"Yeah." I replied, forcing a smile to my cold lips. "What did you really think it was?" Unable to bear it any more, I turned to leave, but he grabbed my arm and whirled me around.
"I don't believe that. That's not you." Damn it. I would have to be a better actress if I wanted to keep him safe.

I gave a breathy little laugh,
"You barely know me."
"I know you well enough to see you don't mean any of this. Something's wrong, I'm not stupid. Look at me, Anna." I looked up at him and kept my eyes carefully blank. Then suddenly I was out of my body. I was no longer the wretched girl about to lie to the boy she loved. I was an outsider. I stranger. I heard distant voices,
"Don't try to kid yourself. You think I would give up everything I could be for someone like you?"
"You told me you loved me. Do you think I've forgotten that?"
"People say they love each other all the time, it doesn't mean it's true."
"It was true for me." Those five words jerked me back to earth. Every sentence made a crack in my ice heart "You changed my life, and now you're just going to leave because it's not good enough for you." crack, "I'm sorry if I'm not beautiful." crack, "I'm sorry if I can't crush rocks with my hands." crack, "But I love you." crack. The hopelessness in his face made me want to throw my arms around him and tell him how beautiful he was, and that I didn't care if he wasn't a vampire, and that I loved him too. Instead, I had to shrug, turn around and walk away, adding, as I walked, "It's too bad, I guess." I left him standing there, staing after me. The worst was done, now all I had to do was wait, wait for my ideal chance to grab Nessie and get out.

ahh! she did not do that! no!!

:'( :'( poor seth :'( :'( i hope she finds a way to say her son, nessie and herself :) so she can be with seth :'( :'( its still very good but poor seth :'(

As Edward's Volvo sped through the forest I fought for calm. I had keep my head, I knew if I pulled over now and let myself go I would never get going again, I would just stay there forever. All I could see was the green of the ferns flying past the window. Then, out of nowhere, a figure appeared in the path of the car. I slammed my foot down on the brakes and they screamed. I jumped from the car,
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" I asked the person standing defiantly only inches from the front bumper of the car.
"I might well ask you the same question." said Leah. "I can't believe I thought you might actually be right for him!"
"What?" I was genuinely shocked.
"You made us all feel SORRY for you. I never thought I could feel sorry for one of you. But you actually are all the same aren't you? You're all leeches. You come in here with your little sob story and make us all think you're something different. But you're just a cold, hard-hearted bitch." I kept my voice distant as I replied,
"He'll get over it."
"No he won't!" she screamed back at me, "He was so happy when you came, didn't you think why? He wanted to telly you he's not going to imprint."
"What?" My heart suddenly felt as heavy as the rock Leah said it was.
"He spent hours researching it, and it's not going to happen. At least now you can be satisfied knowing you've made a lasting mark on him." I froze. I couldn't even open my mouth to apologise? defend myself? I didn't know what to say. Leah shot me one last, furious look before dashing off into the trees, leaving me alone with my guilt.

This'll be my last post for a while because I'm going on holiday, but Anna's story will continue when I get back. Thanks for all the support so far!! x :)

OMG so so awesome!!! poor seth keep going please