God, we have not spoken as long, as often as we should,...I've often been above other business... If I wanted forgiveness, I should ask for it. But for all I've done and for all that I'm yet to do, there can be no forgiveness... and yet, I think I'm not an evil man. For evil men pray loud just to seek penance... and think themselves closer to heaven than I am, I shall not see it's gates Lord, nor hear your sweet words of salvation. I've seen eternity, I swear..., but it was a dream and in the morning it was gone...I know myself for what I am and I throw my poor soul upon your forgiveness, with full knowledge of this: I deserve none that your loving has...